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Sidharth Singh

Backend Developer • 6h

I’ve run out of places to put all this disappointment. Lately, everything feels like an endless loop — applying for jobs that never reply, messaging clients who vanish after saying they’re “interested,” checking my inbox like a fool hoping something changed. It never does. It’s exhausting pretending that I’m fine when every small failure adds another layer of heaviness I can’t shake off. I keep showing up, doing what I’m supposed to, trying to stay disciplined, positive, grateful — all those words that sound nice in motivational posts. But it’s hard to believe any of it when nothing seems to move. Days blur together, and hope feels more like a habit than a feeling. Sometimes I just sit there and wonder — why do we have to keep proving we deserve stability? Why is surviving this hard? I’m still trying. But honestly, I’m just… tired. Maybe tomorrow won’t be better. Maybe I just have to survive it anyway.

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