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I want to post something controversial here. I am a student with so much dreams. I'm just 20, but I have made a lot of debt on my way. I was addicted to gambling. I mean, I was addicted in a way, but I only tried to finish off my debt by gambling further. I took loans from 7 days chinese apps by mistake, then I intentionally took and started not to pay it back. They were harrassing for some times, then they stopped when they knew they were not gonna get the money back. I borrowed money from my friends and couldn't pay it back. They called my parents and they came to know about everything . At first, I couldn't tell them the whole truth, which was a bad mistake. They cleared my debt, at the time which I told them, but later they came to know about other debts. They paid almost 6 lakhs for me in the past year and still my debts are not cleared. In no point in my life, the thought of suicide hit me. I know I have made mistakes and I want to recover from all of it. What should I do?